Friday, December 28, 2012

Didja Miss Me??

Ok, so when I am struggling in life, I tend to let my blog slide.  I have been looking for solid permanent work for a while now and hopefully I am almost there.  I am totally looking forward to 2013 - especially since the world didn't end on December 21st and all.  So, with all that said, I am working on a plan for blogging for 2013 and I hope to be able to keep it up ALL year long.  Sometimes I just end up taking on too much and then everything suffers.  I would love to blog every day, I would love to do project 365, I would love to do project life for a full year, I would love to do a cooking blog where I actually make all my pinterest recipes.  But for now I will plan on one blog a week, with an eclectic variety of things that make up my life.

Hope you will all stick it out with me,
As always, peace and luv to all,

Laura

PS Merry (late) Christmas


Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Food with a Face

Ok, maybe I am weird but I don’t think that food with a face is cute – not even for children – I think it is creepy to try to eat anything that looks back at you.  I don’t care that it is totally fake looking – I don’t want my food looking back at me.  So here are a bunch of examples from pinterest – sorry I didn’t save the links but will find them for anyone who wants them. **warning graphic heavy**

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See – creepy!!  And I can honestly say that even as a child I didn’t like food with faces.  I didn’t like it when we would go to IHOP and they would bring me the face pancake thing, I didn’t like it when I was 5 and got a panda bear cake – my first drama queen birthday happened over that cake because I didn’t want my mom to cut it let alone people to eat it!!  My son grew up without food with faces and I don’t think it harmed him in any way, of course I haven’t asked him so I could be wrong LOL.  Anyway, just thought I would share this with the world Smile

until next time,

peace and luv to all

laura

Friday, August 24, 2012

Some days are better than others........

Ok if you have been reading my blog for a while now you know I suffer from depression and it is something I have battled since I was a teen.  I take my meds daily and they usually help, but I guess I don't deal well with "rejection" and losing my job two weeks ago was a huge rejection in my mind.  On top of the depression I tend to get agoraphobic.  I don't want to leave my house for many real and/or imagined reasons and can talk myself into staying in very easily, talking myself into leaving the house, however, not so easy.  It is days like this that I really need the confidence boosters that I make myself and plan to hang up all around my apartment eventually.  Today is a not so good day.  I honestly just want to curl up in my bed - let the physical pain take over - and just stay there.  But, I have not done that - I have made myself be up and doing something all day.  I still have not left my apartment today, but the day is not over yet and even if it does get to the end of the day, tomorrow is another day.
This is what I made for myself today.  It is Xena and She-Ra - these are both nicknames my family has called me through the years.  My little bit of journaling on it says "With nicknames like these you can conquer the world if you choose to".  I love that my family sees me as this warrior.  I just have to find her in me again is all.  I know she is there somewhere.
Anyway I just wanted to share this little tidbit about me,
Until next time,
Peace and luv to all
Laura

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

What the what the?????

So yeah during one of my “breaks” from job hunting and interviewing I was trolling the net and came across a couple of things that I feel need shared with the world. 

First the “Face-kini”.  I know, y’all are now all saying what the what the??  The term is linked to an article about it on Time.com and here is a photo so you will know what it is I'm talking about.

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Now I don’t know how you feel about this but I for one would probably run into shark infested waters to avoid this person.  For me the creep factor is right off the charts.  So now onto my next discovery…

These Honest Trailers are so funny!!!!!   I have to admit I killed about an hour watching them for all different movies.  These guys are amazing and I am now their newest fan!

I hope you all are doing well and that you enjoyed today’s what the what the? blog

until next time,

peace and luv to all

Laura

Thursday, August 16, 2012

job hunting sucks!!

i started working at 10 - i was the neighborhood babysitter as well as my best friend and i were total dumpster divers and had "yard sales" every weekend.  by the time i was 13 i made at least three times what my mom got monthly from the state.  i kept it hidden in the wall of my room in a bag tied to a string tied to my light switch holder thing in the wall.  this money was to pay things like the electric bill when they would come to shut it off or the rent when it accidentally didnt get paid.  i worked babysitting all the way through high school as well as a few office jobs here and there.  my mom always told me that as long as you have office skills you will always have a job.  boy was she wrong.  after high school i worked at a thrift store, babysitting then as a live in helper for a foster home that had several high risk special needs kids.  i did that until i got pregnant with my son and got put on bedrest.  after i had my son i didnt live in but still helped out a lot because i could bring him with me.  when my son was 7 i went to office work and worked solidly until i lost my job in aug of 2007.  yes i have totally expended all my unemployment, but i have been working this past year and now i had to apply for unemployment again - i dont honestly think they are going to approve it, but it is worth a try.  in the meantime, i need a job.  i am actually thinking of looking into retail because at least it would be a job and if i disclose my arthritis they are supposed to make provisions for me since it is a disability.  the biggest thing is i cannot stand for very long without my back seizing up.  that my dear fans is not fun at all.  but the one thing i have figured out during this week of job searching again is that my faith in God is a lot stronger than i thought it was because i am working hard on not stressing, knowing that He has a greater plan for me than i am aware of and it will work out because it has to.  all that being said, if you could keep me in your thoughts and prayers to whomever it is you choose to have that relationship with it would be greatly appreciated.

until next time,
peace and luv to all
laura

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Well sometimes life throws a curveball at you

so as of yesterday, i dont have a job.  this sucks big time.  I have been applying like mad and contacting temp agencies and I know it has only been 2 days but I really need another job here!!  But this is just a curveball.  I will get through it.  and i will come out on top i am sure.  on the plus side the weather this week is fantastic and i plan on job hunting while enjoying some of this unexpected summer vacation i have.  and I have been playing in my art journal a lot the past few days.  mostly cutting and pasting from magazines but the reason i love art journals is that there are no rules - just do what you need to do.

this page started with the greenish lips - i mean who doesnt want their lips this shade??  then i added a few quotes out of a fashion magazine and there you have it - i also wrote "i am who i am" "no excuses" "no regrets".  


these two go together - they are my version of the real me.  some weirdness, some girlishness, some kissing and a rock star....... yeah that about sums it up LOL

I hope you have enjoyed your little peek into my journal.
until next time,
peace and luv to all
laura



Sunday, August 5, 2012

hey y'all it's been a while

Sorry I have been MIA the last month.  What with work, the new apartment, friends and summer I just have not been in the mood to blog about much of anything.  Things in life are good - I am very settled in my apartment now - still things I need to buy one by one, but eventually this is gonna be the most awesome studio apartment EVER!!  Summer is officially here in Seattle this weekend.  Temps in the high 80's to mid 90's - too hot for me.  I am so thankful that we only get a few of these type of days a year.  This week has also been the big Seafair week - it includes fleet week with a few navy and coast guard ships down in Elliot Bay in downtown seattle that you can stand in line and tour if you wish, hydro racing, blue angels, air show........ but me, I am staying in my apartment where it stays relatively livable if i open everything up early and shut it all up by around 10.  I went after work Wednesday and took some photos of a couple of the ships down on the waterfront.  I am finding out that I dont mind being alone.  I really was worried when I moved into my apartment because it is the first time I have really lived by myself, but I love it.  Some nights I dont even turn on music or anything - I just enjoy the silence and time to contemplate life in general.  This month I am going to be working on family tree stuff, so expect to hear about that from time to time.  I am also trying to organize all my family tree stuff in Evernote.  I just got onto this bandwagon last night, but I can see the benefits of it and how it can help me get everything in one place.  i like that i can access all my info from anywhere - even my phone, which means that when I am on the bus and have a total AHA moment I can take note of it and access it later from my laptop.
I am going to try to be much better about posting in here about my very exciting life LOL so until next time,
peace and luv to all
laura

Thursday, June 28, 2012

better update for you all


Where oh where to start – moving – that was a biggie there were very personal reasons that I decided it was time to tell Sammy and Rich that I needed to move out and would be out by the end of the month – I found a studio/hotel that I could afford if it turned out I couldn’t find anything else – it would have been a last resort but I would have done it. I talked to a few people about their rooms for rent – I had pretty much given up on getting into an apartment for several months since I didn’t have last and deposit saved yet as I was expecting to stay with Sammy and Rich at least through the summer. Well in the process of looking I went through the apartment rentals on craigslist because a lot of people post things incorrectly and found a studio in renton that said it was within walking distance to the park and ride (I don’t drive) and well within my budget – and it said that they were willing to work with the right person on last and deposit. So I tried for it, and I got it. I am all moved in and loving my place and my neighbors and living on my own. I thought I would be scared at night alone but Im not. And we worked out all the details and while it means not quite as much fun moneywise this summer I am ok with that. Cuz I am all about free fun in seattle!! And I will have a little money to play with just have to really stick to my budget so that I can stay on track.
What else has been going on in life? Loving all the roller derby I have gotten to see – huge thanks to my sister Jaymee for being so involved and so awesome as to let me be her plus one when she has one. My photos are getting better as I really figure out what settings work best for what situations and where to sit in which setting to get the best shots. I have also been taking a huge amount of flower photos as well as have visited a couple out of the way cemeteries. I don’t really have internet right at the moment so pictures will have to wait but will add some eventually.
I got a new tv – not my flat screen tv yet, but a nice one with a built in dvd player that was free thanks to one of the neighbors getting their new flat screen tv so it went to the other neighbor and they gave me the smaller one – it was totally my choice but I just couldn’t see that huge tv in my little place so I chose the small one. It really is all I need.
We are having a spaghetti feed Saturday for all 4 of us in our little fourplex. It should be fun. And I worked out that Jesse (my son) is going to come once a week and do the cleaning that really hurts me like the tub and the floors. He is cheaper than a cleaning service and he knows how freakin picky I am about things.
Funny things that have been noted by me this week, at fred meyer the produce guy was vacuuming the onions to remove all the dried skins – never saw that one before. We have had plumbers crawling around our building for two days cleaning out all the pipes and the only crawlspace entry is in my closet, so I have had random men popping up and out of my closet. Talk about a dream house LOL I also have a two foot tall santa standing in the middle of my place. One of the neighbors gave him to me and we decided he can just hang out till Christmas but until thanksgiving he is Gandolf not santa and his little tree is a staff in the making!! And the silly plumber guy said everyone should totally decorate for christmas in july – if they can sell us on sales for it we should be able to decorate!! Oh and people on the bus are an ever constant “free show” for me. There was a lady the other day who in a 30 minute ride changed seats 5 times including standing for a while. Not sure what that was all about but it was interesting.
Random thought - I am going to have to be very careful to include meat in my diet – with summer here I could care less about the meat aspect since there are so many readily available fruits and veggies. But with my iron issues I know I have to eat freakin red meat. Any ideas people on making it just a little easier??
Oh yeah, I am off my blood pressure medicine officially. I have not had it in like two months because my dr wanted my pressure checked first and I could not make it up to port townsend since I am working. Well now that I know I am settled for a good long while, I called the clinic in renton and it was still under the cutoff to be a returning patient and not a new one so that worked out well. I am also enjoying the freedom of living where I can be completely idependent – I have no others to really worry about so if I don’t feel like going straight home, I can hang out in seattle or go out or just do whatever. It is great. I didn’t realize quite how ready I was for this step of taking my life back from the depression (or the dark black pit of hell as I call it). so far this week I have had my dr appointment and just kinda hung out in renton until it was time for it, I went to the farmers market and hung out with my friend Naomi for a while – she was helping sell some tea. And yesterday after work I just walked down to Westlake and took photos of life and randomness. Today, it will be straight home to cook up some stirfry.  

until next time,
peace and luv to all
laura

Metro Bus Rantings


Ok people – for those of you that missed my first public service announcement on perfume and cologne – lets start over again.  Perfume and/or cologne are meant to enhance not announce.  When you are going to be in public and are worried about your personal odor please take a shower and wash with soap and water.  It really does wonders.  When you drown yourself in axe or your favorite Brittney or Justin perfume all it does is aggravate those of us who have fully functioning noses.  It also causes those of us with allergies and/or asthma to have a reaction.  Personally I have had everything from just a little runny nose to full out anaphalactic shock from someone’s perfume/cologne.  You are not the only person on the bus.
Now on to another issue I see frequently – make up – again meant to enhance your natural beauty not announce that you are a tammy faye baker fan – don’t get the joke?  Google it!  It is not a good thing – people laugh at you.  But I guess in the end it is your face.
Oh and while I am on my soapbox – it is awesome when you get that whole double seat to yourself, I totally understand the personal bubble issues that can arise from strange highly perfumed people sit next to you – please do not throw your long ass legs out over the seat and hang your feet in the freakin isle where people need to walk.  You can put your legs up without all that pay attention to my feet shit.
And finally – I honestly could care less what your affiliations are in whatever form you will choose to be offended by this – but guys --- PULL YOUR DAMN PANTS UP!!  The last time I checked it was a felony for people above the age of 21 to stare at the nether regions of people under the age of 18 and it should be a crime for you guys to have your underware and butts hanging outside of your pants – the same goes for you girls (I will not say ladies) who want to wear shirts that show almost your whole boob area and skirts or shorts that don’t cover as much as my little panties with the days of the week on them did when I was 9.
Ok, that is about it for today,
Remember I will have to keep these public service announcements coming until you all start listening – on the other hand, sagging jeans and tiny girl clothes make it harder to run, and the perfume, cologne and make up will probably attract the zombies when we have the zombie apocalypse!!
Until next time,
Peace and luv to all
laura

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

update 6/27/12

hi all, sorry i have been mia -- i moved - into an awesome little studio apt in renton where i grew up.  i have not been here a week even yet and it is definately home.  i love my place and my neighbors (it is a little fourplex) and the week before that i was packing up to move because this all happened suddenly and fast.  between that and work, oh and very intermitent internet for now - i just havent had the time to update my blog.  hopefully i will have internet again soon and can really go to town in the evenings.  until then though, this will have to do

peace and luv to all
laura

Thursday, June 14, 2012

sorry I have been MIA

lots going on in my life - working, trying to find a place and move out, doing seattle summer fun things and roller derby.......... i have been one busy girl, but i do try to keep up my daily diary of just little questions so i am going to share that with you all - yes i did take some things out since they are just there for me :) but it is mostly complete - hope everyone is having a great day, week, month - here you go:

5/3/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
rain, rain and more rain - oh and wind and cold too
What is your general mood?
generally in a good mood
What are you reading?
communion of dreams - and just let me add that i love having kindle on my phone!!
What are you listening to?
seem to be really into disturbed, linkin park, metallica right now
What did you watch last night?
last night was survivor and ghost hunters
Things to do today
my big to do is to get my check to storage mailed out
Lunch?
lunch was a bowl of chili from the deli downstairs with cheese and onions - it was actually really good
Dinner?
taco seasoned chicken, rice, salad and breadsticks - this dinner was not great would rather have had mcdonalds but rich picked me up and he was on the phone the whole time so not really a time to ask
Snack of the day
snacking on nilla wafers and lemonhead and friends candy
Drink of the day
squirt and water
Anything else of interest?
got a high five from bruce today for getting 300 plus orders done before the 11 am cut off - that was kewl

5/4/2012
May the fourth be with you :)
What is the weather outside your window?
partly sunny - rain this afternoon - didn't know till i looked out during a break
What is your general mood?
awesome - it is friday
What are you reading?
still communion of dreams - i am finding this a kind of slow read - it is very full of scientific terms and well kinda boring but i will finish it before starting a new book
What are you listening to?
kinda in a country mood today - carrie underwood seems to be making my whammy go bammy
What did you watch last night?
watched the first half of avatar then fell asleep
Things to do today
give rich a rent check
Lunch?
footlong pizza sub from subway - not worth my 5 dollars again since it is just pepperoni red sauce and cheese - would rather pay extra and have my fully loaded italian bmt
Dinner?
i think it is pizza since i am babysitting william tonight so sammy and rich can go out for adam’s surprise 30th birthday party
Snack of the day
parmesan and herb sun chips from subway
Drink of the day
raspberry iced tea and coke zero
anything else of interest?
it was coffee day (fridays i buy sammy a coffee, william a hot chocolate and myself a smoothie) and today i tried the bigfoot java peach smoothie -- totally in love!!!  it was refreshing, not too sweet and amazingly cold - great way to start my friday!!

5/5/2012
Cinco de Mayo and Kentucky derby
What is the weather outside your window?
Cloudy and scattered showers
What is your general mood?
Good – it is cinco de mayo one of my favorite holidays (cuz I love my Mexican food) and cuz jaymee is coming over to hang out for the weekend
What are you reading?
Too busy for reading today
What are you listening to?
Umm dance type music – rhiana, Brittney, lmfao
What did you watch last night?
Watched some turtle ecology minded movie on Netflix with William since I was babysitting so Sammy and rich could go to adams party – not that that turned out to be a great idea but not my relationship
Things to do today
Have fun
Lunch?
Taco time – soft taco meal
Dinner?
Bbq pulled pork sliders at iron horse casino cuz omg they are delishious
Snack of the day
Fries from kidd valley at the lake
Drink of the day
Coke zero
anything else of interest?
Mostly we ended up shopping – we went to avenue, value village, super mall, walmart – then jaymee didn’t like the old skool music the band was playing at Iron horse so we tried Muckleshoot and that was just a huge crowded mess, then we tried royal bear and the band was just weird music so we were actually home by 1030 and in bed by 11

5/6/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunshine
What is your general mood?
happy
What are you reading?
Too busy to read
What are you listening to?
akon
What did you watch last night?
history channel
Things to do today
we went to the point defiance zoo
Lunch?
No lunch today – breakfast was Sonic for breakfast burritos
Dinner?
Chicken and jojos from albertsons
Snack of the day
We split a peanut butter cookie which ended up being free since he couldnt find it on the register and i said maybe it is a “it’’s sunny in seattle free cookie” and he agreed
Drink of the day
Coke zero
anything else of interest?
It was an amazing day at the zoo then when waiting for meat at the deli at Albertsons we totally flirted with a firefighter who invited us for dinner at the station if we brought dessert – we didn’t go but we seriously contemplated it.  also we laughed for like 10 minutes straight when I stated “thank you lord that I had Jesus in 1990” then realized what I said and that not only did I mess up my son’s name again but that no I did not in fact give birth to Jesus in 1990


5/7/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
Sunny and gonna by around 75 today
What is your general mood?
Good, happy, smiley faces
What are you reading?
Gave up on communion of dreams now reading Ireland Rose
What are you listening to?
Whatever my mp3 player wants to play
What did you watch last night?
The genealogy show on pbs
Things to do today
Write out and give rich his rent check
Lunch?
Roast beef sandwich and yogurt
Dinner?
frozen lasagna and french bread
Snack of the day
Tomato basil cheese sticks and granola
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?

5/8/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunny and warm with clouds rolling in today
What is your general mood?
tired –
What are you reading?
ireland rose
What are you listening to?
again whatever the mp3 player wants to play
What did you watch last night?
turned on secret life of the american teenager but cannot really say i watched it then went to sleep
Things to do today
still need to give rich last weeks rent
Lunch?
roast beef sandwich and gumbo
Dinner?
fend for yourself - i had soup with croutons and a slice of pizza
Snack of the day
tomato basil cheese sticks - yogurt and granola for b-fast
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
while at work seattle fire dept blocked off two city blocks and called the hazmat team due to a man committing suicide in the building i wish i could afford to live in  by work - he did this by burning something in his bbq inside and the fumes required the hazmat team to evacuate and all for safety.  we were on the side of the street that didnt get blocked so we were not evacuated.

5/9/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
cloudy and drizzly
What is your general mood?
tired and have a headache - attributing this to the weather change
What are you reading?
ireland rose still
What are you listening to?
mellow - taylor swift, blue october, daughtry, lady antebellum
What did you watch last night?
glee
Things to do today
still need to give rich that check
Lunch?
terriyaki bowl from downstairs - yummy - and small bag o doritos
Dinner?
mac n cheese with taco seasoned hamburger in it
Snack of the day
granola bars and peaches
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
during downtime today i read articles from historylink.org which is washington state history- i was reading the people’s histories section - some very interesting articles in there!!  read a 4 part series from a washington pioneer and an article about bess the mule being worked 24/7 and the resulting humane society intervention from 1914
on the way home the bus was stuck behind a pretty bad accident for over 20 minutes until an officer finally blocked stuff to let us go through.  it looked as though it was a head on accident but my phone photos suck and i couldnt find anything in the news so who actually knows - not me.

5/10/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
chilly but sunny
What is your general mood?
good - tired but good
What are you reading?
Ireland Rose
What are you listening to?
lmfao is good for today
What did you watch last night?
survivor & ghost hunters
Things to do today
Lunch?
subway cold cut combo
Dinner?
mcdonalds 2 cheeseburger meal - william ate the better part of one of the cheeseburgers
Snack of the day
pop tarts
Drink of the day
water and dr pepper 10
anything else of interest?

5/11/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunshine!!!!!  and gonna be warm all weekend too
What is your general mood?
cranky - i am not sleeping well, my neck hurts, and i am having stomach digestive issues and i have had a headache for three days now
What are you reading?
ireland rose
What are you listening to?
metal/alternative
What did you watch last night?
american idol results show - fell asleep to some documentary on how to make whiskey
Things to do today
go home and enjoy the silence
Lunch?
qdoba catered tacos for us - ate rice with taco meat and salsa with chips
Dinner?
left over lasagne
Snack of the day
green tea frap - donut - poptarts
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
took the early bus from auburn - so much nicer to not have to rush to make it here on time

5/12/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunshine
What is your general mood?
calm
What are you reading?
being a couch potato today and not reading unless the tv guide or pinterest count
What are you listening to?
total tv day - watched rupals drag race, to wong foo, toddlers and tiaras, big bang theory, some show about amish who left
What did you watch last night?

Things to do today
laundry and clean room
Lunch?
left over lasagna, tuna roll
Dinner?
pizza
Snack of the day
peanuts - they suck i got the freakin sea salt ones again  cuz they were clearanced out
Drink of the day
soda and crystal lite
anything else of interest?
it has been amazing being here alone.  i am so ready to have my own place again

5/13/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunshine
What is your general mood?
good
What are you reading?
didnt read
What are you listening to?
watched tv
What did you watch last night?
dont remember
Things to do today
make sure house is picked up for when sammy and rich get home
Lunch?
pizza
Dinner?
chicken and jo-jos
Snack of the day
cookies
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?


5/14/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunny
What is your general mood?
sick - migraine - hate the sun
What are you reading?
nothing my head hurts too much
What are you listening to?
history channel
What did you watch last night?
survivor finale
Things to do today
Lunch?
turkey sandwich
Dinner?
Snack of the day
Drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?


5/15/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunny
What is your general mood?
still not feeling well
What are you reading?
What are you listening to?
What did you watch last night?
secret life of the american teenager
Things to do today
Lunch?
sandwich
Dinner?
grilled bbq chicken and pasta with veggies
Snack of the day
Drink of the day
sprite and water
anything else of interest?


5/16/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
sunny
What is your general mood?
good starting to feel better
What are you reading?
What are you listening to?
taylor swift
What did you watch last night?
glee
Things to do today
Lunch?
spaghetti
Dinner?
grilled chicken sandwiches and potato salad
Snack of the day
Drink of the day
sprite and water
anything else of interest?
my headache is mostly gone but i think these allergies are actually a cold


5/17/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
partly cloudy
What is your general mood?
decent - cannot kick this cold/allergies though
What are you reading?
ireland rose
What are you listening to?
What did you watch last night?
ghost hunters
Things to do today
Lunch?
teriyaki bowl
Dinner?
steak and baked potatoe
Snack of the day
Drink of the day
cherry 7up and water
anything else of interest?
canceled my weekend in port townsend with jaymee - dont want to get aunt joann sick



friday 5/18/2012
What is the weather outside your window?
cloudy and chilly
What is your general mood?
bummed that i am going to miss rhody festival in port townsend but i am sick
What are you reading?
still ireland rose
What are you listening to?
whatever my music player wants to play for me
What did you watch last night?
american idol results show
Things to do today
write check to sammy for rent
Lunch?
Dinner?
Snack of the day
Drink of the day
cherry 7up and water
anything else of interest?


saturday 5/19/12
what is the weather outside your window:
sunny
what is your general mood?
lazy - whatever i am fighting off is kicking my ass
what are you reading?
ireland rose
what are you listening to?
the tv
what did you watch last night?
ghost adventures
things to do today
grocery shop with sammy
lunch
italian sandwich
dinner
pizza
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
sammy lost her wallet today - she thinks she left it on top of the car when she got gas - so we got to get groceries with her having a total anziety attack and the ride home was pretty terrifying.  after she dropped me, william and the groceries off she and rich drove all around where we had been looking for her wallet and didnt find it.

sunday 5/20/12
what is the weather outside your window:
rain and chilly
what is your general mood?
so sick - my head hurts so freakin bad and my stomach hurts and i just cannot stay awake
what are you reading?
still ireland rose
what are you listening to?
history channel
what did you watch last night?
nothing really
things to do today
get as much rest as possible so i can go to work tomorrow
lunch
left over pizza
dinner
chicken, pasta and green beans
snack of the day
tootsie rolls
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
i am glad for the rain and cooler temps but kinda bummed that it meant we could not see the ring of fire eclipse here in the seattle area

monday 5/21/12
what is the weather outside your window:
rain - rain rain rain and more rain
what is your general mood?
good i finally feel good again
what are you reading?
finished ireland rose this morning starting from the fire
what are you listening to?
kinda in a 70’s mood - maybe it has to do with the death of donna summer and one of the gibb brothers
what did you watch last night?
finding your roots on pbs then sister wives on tlc
things to do today
enjoy life
lunch
left over pizza
dinner
snack of the day
granola
drink of the day
sprite
anything else of interest?

tuesday 5/22/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy light rain
what is your general mood?
i am tired today, but in a good mood
what are you reading?
from the fire - this was only part one and i finished it - downloaded pt 2 and pt 3 doesnt come out till june
what are you listening to?
letting the mp3 player choose
what did you watch last night?
secret life of the american teenager
things to do today
lunch
left over pizza
dinner
left over noodles and green beans
snack of the day
peanuts
drink of the day
sprite and water
anything else of interest?

wednesday 5/23/12
what is the weather outside your window:
gray and blustery
what is your general mood?
bad - i have a bad attitude and am trying  not to inflict it onto others.  i forgot my phone this morning, what are you reading?
this book about what hitler goes through in the afterlife to amend his sins against humanity
what are you listening to?
kelly clarkson
what did you watch last night?
american idol finale pt 1 and glee graduation
things to do today
lunch
teriyaki bowl
dinner
buffalo and bbq chicken nuggets and fries
snack of the day
trail mix and cheese its
drink of the day
cherry coke and water
anything else of interest?
sammy has not had alcohol since sunday.  she is much easier to be around right now

thursday 5/24/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy but liking the temps of 60ish
what is your general mood?
good - i totally had an iced mocha this morning and it was soooo good now i remember why i liked them so much in the past!!
what are you reading?
from the fire II - yay it was also free on amazon so hitler has to take a back seat to this one cuz i am really wrapped up in it
what are you listening to?
added a lot of new music to my mp3 player - adele is a biggie today
what did you watch last night?
american idol finale results show - even though i peeked and knew that the icky guy won when i wanted the girl to win - the entertainment they have lined up each year makes it worth watching
things to do today
buy tim mcgraw tix and let jaymee know hers is her bday present
lunch
salad from subway - not really worth the 550 price but it was good
dinner
left over chik nuggets and fries
snack of the day
trail mix and cheeze its
drink of the day
cherry 7up, raspberry tea and water
anything else of interest?

friday 5/25/12
what is the weather outside your window:
sunny and wonderful
what is your general mood?
great - friday, payday, sun is shining, three day weekend
what are you reading?
trying different books on my kindle to see what i want to read
what are you listening to?
top 40 dance music and metal
what did you watch last night?
duets - new show on abc - amazing!!!
things to do today
folklife festival after work
lunch
salad from subway
dinner
bbq pork sliders from iron horse casino
snack of the day
trail mix and cheese its
drink of the day
mocha frappe, cherry 7up and water
anything else of interest?
ended up not going to seattle center and decided to go see jesse - it upset me so i went to williams and basically got blitzed drunk. - can you say no more alcohol for laura???

Saturday 5/26/12
what is the weather outside your window:
sunny and warm
what is your general mood?
crappy - i feel bad about last night and have a hangover from hell
what are you reading?
nothing
what are you listening to?
whatever is on tv
what did you watch last night?
nothing
things to do today
recover - hydrate
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
talked to jaymee and she is still mad but more worried that i lost control the way i did - so i have assured her that there will be no more drinking for a while


Sunday 5/27/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy but decent
what is your general mood?
much better than yesterday
what are you reading?
still nothing
what are you listening to?
just watching tv and generally being lazy
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
clean room
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
today was actually a great day, i never got dressed.  i cleaned my room, i journaled some, i colored a couple pictures, watched a criminal minds marathon

monday 5/28/12
memorial day
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy with scattered showers but all in all a decent day
what is your general mood?
i am in a great mood, jaymee is coming to get me and we are going to the ocean
what are you reading?
still nothing
what are you listening to?
car karaoke - usually country
what did you watch last night?
sister wives and big fat american gypsy wedding
things to do today
have fun at the ocean
lunch
mcdonalds chicken nuggets and fries with  a cherry berry chiller
dinner
left over pasta salad
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
went to the ocean (westport) and not only climbed the tower, but climbed up onto the rocks to watch the waves

tuesday 5/29/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy
what is your general mood?
tired - so so tired
what are you reading?
didnt read on the way in as i was sleeping on the bus
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
secret life of the american teenager
things to do today
drop phone off with jesse and explain how important it is for him to not abuse the privilege of having it
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
cheese its and trail mix
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?


wednesday 5/30/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy
what is your general mood?
pretty good mood, still tired though
what are you reading?
nothing
what are you listening to?
diggin on my xanadu soundtrack from the 70’s
what did you watch last night?
turned on deadliest catch but slept through most of it
things to do today
lunch
pnut butter sandwich
dinner
spicy chicken sandwich and curly fries from jack in the crack
snack of the day
trail mix and cheese its
drink of the day
diet dr pepper
anything else of interest?

thursday 5/31/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy and showers
what is your general mood?
not the greatest
what are you reading?
12 days book one
what are you listening to?
adele, taylor swift, mindy mccready
what did you watch last night?
nothing really - turned on so you think you can dance but then channel surfed till i was ready to sleep at 9 ish
things to do today
lunch
2 mcchcken sandwiches and a med fry
dinner
snack of the day
pretzels and trail mix
drink of the day
dr pepper ten and cherry berry breeze (omg i love these things)
anything else of interest?


friday 6/1/12
sammy’s surprise party tonight
what is the weather outside your window:
gray and misty/rainy also humid as all get out!!
what is your general mood?
pretty good - friday, payday does that for me lol
what are you reading?
21 days
what are you listening to?
strong country females - reba, taylor, martina
what did you watch last night?
duets - i have not really paid attention either week so i am actually not really sure what the object of this show is but i like the music
things to do today
convince sammy to go to walmart after picking me up so that rich can get the house ready for her surprise

lunch
dinner
snack of the day
pretzels
drink of the day
mocha frappe - diet mt dew - water
anything else of interest?
sammy noticed today that the accepting applications sign was back up at bigfoot java and said she is going to apply - again it will be the 5-10 shift during the week and weekend hours - perfect so that no sitter will be needed and i think it would give her that boost she needs right now

Saturday 6/2/12
kustom kulture festival
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy, showers and spots of sunshine
what is your general mood?
excited
what are you reading?
too busy to read
what are you listening to?
kelly clarkson in the car - live rockabilly later
what did you watch last night?
nothing
things to do today
have fun and take tons of photos
lunch
taco bell - potato burrito and soft taco
dinner
hot dog and pulled pork sandwich
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?
this was so much freakin fun!!  i plan on being there every year from now on

sunday 6/3/12
what is the weather outside your window:
gray
what is your general mood?
bad - i am sick - not holding food down, cold, and so so tired
what are you reading?
nothing
what are you listening to?
history channel
what did you watch last night?
nothing
things to do today
pray to get better
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
water
anything else of interest?

monday 6/4/12
read 6/3/12 entry
what is the weather outside your window:
what is your general mood?
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?


tuesday 6/5/12
read 6/3/12 entry
what is the weather outside your window:
what is your general mood?
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?
dinner what a glorious thing - ate a fish taco salad - didnt want to wrap it in a tortilla and a couple frozen burritos - then took a shower and got ready for work in the morning

wednesday 6/6/12
what is the weather outside your window:
gray
what is your general mood?
decent - feeling better and holding down food - still think my fever is going up and down though
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
blue october
what did you watch last night?
deadliest catch - part of glee project 2
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
trail mix
drink of the day
water and one mt dew
anything else of interest?

thursday  6/7/12
what is the weather outside your window:
gray and rainy
what is your general mood?
good - feeling much better today
what are you reading?
blood skies book 1
what are you listening to?
country
what did you watch last night?
cmt country music awards
things to do today
lunch
turkey sandwich
dinner
chicken pasta and broccoli
snack of the day
trail mix
drink of the day
squirt and water
anything else of interest?

friday 6/8/12
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy with rain and sun breaks- possible thunderstorms this afternoon/evening
what is your general mood?
i am actually in a very good mood
what are you reading?
blood skies book 1
what are you listening to?
mp3 mix
what did you watch last night?
duets - i think i have it figured out what the goal of the show is and how it works now - they explain it all at the begining who knew?
things to do today
order my meds
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
squirt - water and a mocha frappe this morning
anything else of interest?

saturday 6/9
what is the weather outside your window:
what is your general mood?
good
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?
went with jaymee to throwdown in the sound first bout in everett then to the port scandoulous double header with their jr league and b team

sunday 6/10
what is the weather outside your window:
what is your general mood?
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?
jaymee brought me home, we hung out at the supermall and walmart for a while

monday 6/11
daddy mac’s bday
what is the weather outside your window:
sunny and glorious
what is your general mood?
good with a touch of wistfullness
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?
in the end i am trying to remain friends with them but i am going to be gone at the end of the month.  now i am trying to find a room for rent as opposed to the hotel route cuz it will be cheaper and that will give me more oney to save and play

tuesday 6/12
what is the weather outside your window:
rain
what is your general mood?
what are you reading?
what are you listening to?
what did you watch last night?
things to do today
lunch
dinner
snack of the day
drink of the day
anything else of interest?
Called and the DART bus in our area is now going to come and pick me up in the mornings and I will call daily when I leave work if I am going to make the last one in the evenings – if not I guess I will have to figure out how to get home.

wednesday 6/13
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy
what is your general mood?
tired
what are you reading?
nothing really
what are you listening to?
just mp3 mix
what did you watch last night?
deadliest catch
things to do today
lunch
soup and sandwich
dinner
cumbo soup
snack of the day
trail mix
drink of the day
soda
anything else of interest?
Rode the DART all the way home today – it was so nice but it makes for a long day leaving at 530 in the morning and not getting home till almost 7 at night

thursday 6/14
Happy Birthday Jaymee - 35
what is the weather outside your window:
cloudy
what is your general mood?
tired
what are you reading?
nothing really
what are you listening to?
mp3 mix
what did you watch last night?
nothing - fell asleep
things to do today
find a dr so I can get my meds refilled
lunch
terriyaki bowl
dinner
snack of the day
fig newtons
drink of the day
diet mt dew
anything else of interest?
i need sleep - i am sleeping on the bus , find myself dozing off at work, more sleep on the bus, it is getting rediculas.  at least i am spending the weekend with jaymee and she said if i am really tired tomorrow she will drop me at the house and go out on her own so i can sleep.  hopefully i can find something for the last weekend of june or they will get back to me about the studio in renton. - i gotta be on my own now.


well that is my life in a nutshell
peace and luv to all
laura